Watching my girl at gymnastics the other day, the thought hit me that she will probably be a lot like me.
She has energy like no one I’ve ever met. And I have a 3 year old boy so I know what a lot of energy looks like. She has more. I think I probably did too at that age. Girls don’t have ADD, or so popular culture thinks. But I do. And she might. And thats okay. My road was a treacherous one. I felt stupid, shamed, alone. I never want her to feel like that.
Okay, probably getting off topic here. My point is this, she’s a mover, a shaker. And in my adult life I have discovered that I think A WHOLE LOT more clearly when I’m active. When I discovered running I felt a sense of clarity in my mind that I’m not sure I’ve ever experienced before.
So I want to tell my future self this, let her run. Make her run. Quiz her on test subjects while she is running. Get outside. Go for a bike ride. Do whatever it takes. But I promise you she will do better if she is moving. Make her run around the block then come and sit down for homework.
I’m writing this so I don’t forget what it was like to be that age and struggle so much just to remember a single line from a textbook.
Completing the first month of Ali Edwards’ One Little Word® felt so great! Here is what I have so far…
I’ve been holding out for this Urban Decay Naked 3 palatte. Thought I might get it for Christmas. When I didn’t I thought heck with it, I’m going to buy it for myself! Did get some money for Christmas so I splurged and treated myself to a few beauty items I’ve had my eye on.
I couldn’t resist checking out the Walmart Beauty Box. I was thinking it was going to be like the Ipsy box only half the price. It’s not like ipsy really, but its still very fun!
I am going to try and keep this post very abstract as to not offend the subject of what I’m about to talk about.
I was just having a thought about my One Little Word for the year CLEAN. I’m not sure if I’ve already mentioned this elsewhere, I probably have but I think its time I do a big clean out. Clean out of all the crap in my life that I don’t want to be there.
Do you ever wake up and dread doing something that you really shouldn’t dread doing. Something that you thought you would love doing every single time? I have found myself in such a situation. Perhaps I thought I was someone else. Or just wanted to be someone else. Whatever the reason is I’ve discovered its not me. It’s never been me. Of course I am paying the price currently but soon enough I intend to clean out this thing, this headache, from my life and replace it with something that truly excites me!
And honestly, just knowing that awaits me down the road excites me tremendously. Gives me great relief. (Raising my glass) So here’s to being who we truly are. To recognizing our flaws and celebrating them rather than being ashamed because life is too short for that.